It is time for the world to awaken from its sleep. In this moment, long-forgotten memories begin to awaken from within, the call of our Soul and The Sacred Feminine grows louder and time itself seems to pause — making space for the change that is inevitable. The moment this book is opened, the reader enters a forgotten world — one hidden behind the stories we've been told. It is not just a text — it is a guide back to oneself, to sovereignty, to the knowledge that comes from The Source and to the truth of one’s being.
In this book, I have gathered knowledge that has been hidden, distorted, or erased. There are answers to questions that have dwelled inside of me for decades. This knowledge has not been lost. It has been hidden, waiting for its right time — carried through eons of time and through our dreams - until the moment has arrived to open it again.
This is not a story to be read for entertainment. It is a call to awaken. If you have ever felt that you do not belong in this world, if you have sensed that the reality we live in, is not real or whole — then this book is for you.
My awakening began, in truth, many years ago, when I started to sense that something was not right in this world. As a child, I told my mother the story of my previous life — how I had lived in the same city, had three kids and a dog and that I died in a car crash. So even as a child, I had remembered. But the events I experienced in childhood closed off my soul’s memory and it took decades before my consciousness began to open again, layer by layer.
In 2020, during the height of the pandemic, I published my first book, Open Your Eyes. Writing and publishing that book was a turning point for me — it marked a deep shift in my consciousness. In fact, each psyop the system did — starting from a ship disaster in Estonia in 1994, followed by 9/11, etc. — made me awaken a bit more each time. And with each of these events, I started to question the narrative. I had already begun to see through the illusion years
before I ever wrote that book. At the time of the covid, I never wore a mask, never took a test, nor got vaccinated and I constantly travelled through five countries — from Netherlands to Estonia and back. But an even greater awakening came after the birth of my third child. When my daughter turned two, I experienced a powerful expansion of consciousness and my soul’s memory began to return in full. At the same time, every part of my old life began to collapse.
At first, a buried childhood trauma rose to the surface. Once that was released, an unstoppable flow of knowledge began — unlike anything I had experienced before. That process continues to this day and over the past years, it has led me into deeper layers of knowledge and to places and books that have all helped me to awaken the hidden memories within me.
Since the autumn of 2023, I’ve been trying to understand in detail what truly happened on this planet and how we got taken over by evil. The larger picture became clear that fall, but a few key pieces were still missing. In recent months, those pieces have finally fallen into place. Now I am ready — not just to know, but to share.
This book is not just my personal story. It is a channel through which every reader’s own soul memory can begin to open. It is a key of light and truth — for those who are ready to remember.
This is my second book, and I want to tell you something openly before you begin. My first book was written fully by me, every word flowing straight from my own experience and heart. It carries my voice raw and alive. This book, however, is different. I want this book to be the example of the Cloneverse. For this book I allowed artificial intelligence to step in as an editor. All the knowledge in this book comes from me. But AI smoothed my words, polished the edges, and organized the chapters. What came back looked fine on the
surface, even professional, but I could feel how much of the liveness of the book was gone. The flow had been cut, the raw edges softened and in many places- soul drained out of the text. I wanted to rewrite the whole book, but then I stopped and taught: this is a perfect example of The Cloneverse.
I was not acquainted with AI much before this. Actually I had avoided it. Í do not believe that technology is evil, I believe it is a useful tool in the right places. But I do not believe it should become our best friend. It doesn’t make a good therapist or a substitute partner for lonely people. It can correct grammar, but as I saw, it shouldn’t be a book editor either.
I decided not to hide this. I leave it here as part of the message, because this is exactly what my work is about: showing how technology creations can replace us living beings. When we let machines or programs take over our world, the result may look perfect, but it no longer carries the essence of life. This book is therefore not just about the Cloneverse — in some ways it has become an example of it.
I will make a comparison with children. My both books are also my children. Fist one was made together with a living being, who has a soul and the second one, with a soulless being. But as you read this book, I want you to be the judge. See it as a living experiment. Observe how it makes you feel. What kind of thoughts or sensations arise in you? And give me feedback for sure.
I feel that a life that is truly alive cannot be perfect. Real life cannot be created in our heads – it must be felt. Life needs messiness. It needs mistakes. It needs experience. We need to feel pain and joy. We need to embody sadness and hope. We need to live a life that embraces the full spectrum of all feelings, but somehow, we only want to experience the good ones. Pain is a necessary part of life, it sets boundaries, it teaches us to value people and experiences. It reminds us, when we have ignored something for too long.
Technology helps us make everything easier, but it also causes life to lose its meaning. It must be kept behind a strong boundary in one’s life – and that boundary must never be crossed. Do you truly want a life that is fully and flawlessly polished by AI? Because that is exactly where the Matrix wants to take you. Once our civilization already embarked on this journey and lost all the essence of what makes life meaningful. Now we are at that crossroad again - do we choose differently this time?
We don’t need a polished life. We need homes where the floors carry muddy pawprints from our furry friends and a cozy chaos left behind by our children. We need relationships that allow us to feel both love and loss – because that is what life truly is. Without all of that, life becomes dry and lifeless.
We need to make mistakes, fall down, take the wrong path and start over again – just to realise there are no wrong paths at all, only experience.
We don’t need false, synthetic light in our existence – we need true light and true darkness. We need to learn to embrace the shadow side of earthly life, because when we try to escape it, we end up in hell. Life cannot exist without hardship, because without it, it loses all meaning. If everything becomes easy and instant, then what is the point of living? How can growth ever happen?
Technology can be useful and supportive, but when we begin to apply it in the wrong areas of our lives, we risk losing the soul of life itself – along with its meaning.
This world fell into chaos when we chose not to feel pain and hardship. We wanted everything to be easy – and that is where the Devil entered. Give me your soul and you won’t have to feel pain again. But with that, we also lost all other feelings. Don’t bother to find your inner power, I’ll give you one instead. But in exchange, you lost your sovereignty.
Be yourself – with your light and your shadow – because that is what makes you beautiful and that is what makes you alive. Feelings are what make us real. The key is to learn to feel all of them, without suppressing or avoiding them. Because it’s our feelings that make us truly alive. A being with a soul feels their way through life, while a soulless being only thinks their way through it. But thinking through life becomes dull, empty and lifeless. As you continue reading this book, you will come to understand what I mean.
One of the most important purposes this book carries is to remind us what happened when we once chose the path of technology – and lost everything, we lost life. We need to remember that place, so that before we make the same choice again, we know exactly where it leads.
I have also simplified many topics in this book, for different reasons. But I will explore many topics in depth in my podcast “Open Your Eyes”. So if the book resonates with You and You want to dive deeper, You are welcome to listen to my podcast.